Sunday, August 21, 2005
IC, IC, IC...
This month is strange.
Many things happen in family. But it actually means nothing to me. Too complicated. It seems that it brings an end of a time.
I’ve already officially finished my Extension Manager with Pierre Fitter in Guangzhou. He is really sweet and kind. And I feel so secured to transit my work to him. For Guangzhou members, I like them a lot. We enjoy lots of fun in KTV and also Morning Tea. So happy to witness the birth and growth of @ in my hometown. And I’m proud to be called Mother of @ GZ!!!:P
And Finance work begins squeezing me into pieces. I find everyday the angle of learning curve is almost acute. I begin being fascinated with this job. Everything is so professional and posing challenge of my carelessness. I appreciate this work so much, suddenly.
Although, for myself, the level of strategic thinking is weakening and also the People Development planning is fading in my brain. I feel pathetic. I would pick up all of my beloved stuff before and on the way to IC for sure. I really need build up all. I’m a greedy gal.
Also, I suddenly got a job in PCCW, very HR job, training and development. Actually I found it very lovely and pleasing, esp the people there, Queena, Monica, etc.. I feel liking playing interest all the time when working. But I keep on thinking whethre HR really serves me as a profession or an interest. I need something real and real. I become more and more unsecured about myself and my future.
But the teamwork gets better in my mind, I met Anika and Vladi, both amazing individuals. I suddenly remind what @ attract me most. And right now, I find my hot blood again. Also feel so grateful to Gary, Mandy, Mindy, Ricky, JacSo, when they cared me so much when I was ill. What a team. What a team. What a team. I will try my best to rock this team, never regret!!!
And also that night, I suddenly waked up on the bed and could not fall asleep for just being too excited about every details in last IC. And I begin hoping that IC 2005 could bring me the final answer to my 25-year-old career path. I suddenly feel very very harsh about myself. But still many things worth celebration, such as Il yu’s dancing, Pipo’s drinking, etc. So happy. IC, waiting for it for a whole year.
I begin feel very detached with all my past lives. Is it good or not? When we spent a very wonderful time at Mandy’s home, which was really warming and warming, I had a talk with Anika about the Movie I like most. I could not stop mentioning English Patient, but when she told me her favourite, I find myself too stubborn to fall in love with any other fantastic movie. I just remember the first one I love, then I love it forever. Even I don’t evaluate on rational analysis. Maybe I’m essentially a very emotional person.
Tonight i'm also very happy that I get some breakthrough with Andi, and also very happy to hear that Gary is going to run for AI. This man deservers it. :P
IC, what will happen? Will it change my life experience like last year? Will it answer all my questions to my life? Will it bring any surprise like gift by God? I don’t know. That’s the most exiting part, maybe. Gary said I should not strive for something just with Title or I don't like. He's always essentially smart...But exactly, what shall I expect? Don't know.
I could not wait breathing the sunset of Agra. Get a fever in my head again.
Rock IC~
Many things happen in family. But it actually means nothing to me. Too complicated. It seems that it brings an end of a time.
I’ve already officially finished my Extension Manager with Pierre Fitter in Guangzhou. He is really sweet and kind. And I feel so secured to transit my work to him. For Guangzhou members, I like them a lot. We enjoy lots of fun in KTV and also Morning Tea. So happy to witness the birth and growth of @ in my hometown. And I’m proud to be called Mother of @ GZ!!!:P
And Finance work begins squeezing me into pieces. I find everyday the angle of learning curve is almost acute. I begin being fascinated with this job. Everything is so professional and posing challenge of my carelessness. I appreciate this work so much, suddenly.
Although, for myself, the level of strategic thinking is weakening and also the People Development planning is fading in my brain. I feel pathetic. I would pick up all of my beloved stuff before and on the way to IC for sure. I really need build up all. I’m a greedy gal.
Also, I suddenly got a job in PCCW, very HR job, training and development. Actually I found it very lovely and pleasing, esp the people there, Queena, Monica, etc.. I feel liking playing interest all the time when working. But I keep on thinking whethre HR really serves me as a profession or an interest. I need something real and real. I become more and more unsecured about myself and my future.
But the teamwork gets better in my mind, I met Anika and Vladi, both amazing individuals. I suddenly remind what @ attract me most. And right now, I find my hot blood again. Also feel so grateful to Gary, Mandy, Mindy, Ricky, JacSo, when they cared me so much when I was ill. What a team. What a team. What a team. I will try my best to rock this team, never regret!!!
And also that night, I suddenly waked up on the bed and could not fall asleep for just being too excited about every details in last IC. And I begin hoping that IC 2005 could bring me the final answer to my 25-year-old career path. I suddenly feel very very harsh about myself. But still many things worth celebration, such as Il yu’s dancing, Pipo’s drinking, etc. So happy. IC, waiting for it for a whole year.
I begin feel very detached with all my past lives. Is it good or not? When we spent a very wonderful time at Mandy’s home, which was really warming and warming, I had a talk with Anika about the Movie I like most. I could not stop mentioning English Patient, but when she told me her favourite, I find myself too stubborn to fall in love with any other fantastic movie. I just remember the first one I love, then I love it forever. Even I don’t evaluate on rational analysis. Maybe I’m essentially a very emotional person.
Tonight i'm also very happy that I get some breakthrough with Andi, and also very happy to hear that Gary is going to run for AI. This man deservers it. :P
IC, what will happen? Will it change my life experience like last year? Will it answer all my questions to my life? Will it bring any surprise like gift by God? I don’t know. That’s the most exiting part, maybe. Gary said I should not strive for something just with Title or I don't like. He's always essentially smart...But exactly, what shall I expect? Don't know.
I could not wait breathing the sunset of Agra. Get a fever in my head again.
Rock IC~
